remember how we met?
Yes, we met in a youtube livestream. Who knew we're gonna be together, well that was nowhere planned, maybe we were meant to be met. Then we added each other on pinterest (on group at first) then DM, i still remember those sleepless nights, we used to talk about philosophy, share interest, music tastes, share knowledge, get to know each others views, and some random BS, but i really enjoyed talking to you, every single night gives me some kind of escape from this world, i found my space and peace with you. Lil by lil we get a more closer to each other each day, then we added ourselves on discord. exchanged exmails. And even with the distance, we became each other's safe place, especially on the days one of us needed support.
We fell in love in October
In August 2023, i collected some confidence and confessed you my feelings. Later did i know you weren't ready, and you stayed quiet because you didn't want to hurt me. You said we were good friends. I took it badly. I disappeared and deleted the accounts where I was connected to you. But you didn't let me stay gone. You mailed me to check on me because you didn't want to lose me either. I ignored it at first, and then I replied. We found our way back as friends. And then in October 2023, you finally said it. Not directly ofc, because that's so you. That's when we became us. From then on We've had countless fights, rough days, and moments where we said things we didn't mean, but we always find our way back. It's 2026, and I'm still here. Still choosing you.
Happy Birthday, Tanisha.
I hope today feels special, Tanisha. One day i'll be there in person. For now, this is me showing up the best way i can. I believe in you, always. You're genuinely the best, and I'm proud of you. I want this year to bring you more peace, more wins, and more of the kind of happiness that sticks. Happy Birthday. Keep shining. I'm with you, always.